Thursday, January 25, 2024

The Unbearable Lightness of Just 'Being' (2024)

 

These days, people in Israel are living life by going through the motions. Few people greet each other with “How are you doing?”  The few that do receive the inevitable response: “Like everyone.”

 

A World Gone Mad

There is no lightness of being here. The world has been turned upside down. Black is white. Wrong is right. Evil is justified. Self-defence is genocide.

Suddenly, the only things that seem to make sense are the black-and-white stories we heard from our parents and grandparents about Europe in the 1930s and 1940s. 

Except that now they are in colour.

I am reminded of Yehiel Dinur, the witness at the Eichmann trial who fainted while testifying about life in the Auschwitz concentration camp. He described it as another planet, with rules that are different to those of the world with which we are familiar. I now know how he felt.

The knock-on effects of the war are spreading into different spheres, globally. It’s as if Hamas, by crossing the border into Israel on Oct 7 and carrying out a pogrom, stirred up a hornets’ nest, and the hornets are spreading in every direction, looking for things to sting: 

  • Houthi attacks on Red Sea Shipping;
  • Military strikes in Yemen by the US and UK;
  • A new world supply chain inflation; 
  • The flames of war being fanned by Hezbollah; 
  • Criminal proceedings against Israel in the International Court of Justice;
  • Egyptian threats against Israeli activity along its Gaza border; 
  • The re-activation of medieval anti-Semitism on streets around the world; 
  • The crystallisation of new-world woke anti-Semitism, including by the great, western, academic institutions (Harvard University and its ilk) that condescendingly view themselves as bastions of civilisation. 



Finish Them or Bring Them Home ?

Domestically, the simple war cries of ‘Finish Them’ (re Hamas) and ‘Bring them Home’ (re the hostages) were initially clear enough.

 

 


These two rallying calls encapsulate the feeling here. But it 'aint so simple. Are they both simultaneously achievable, or must we choose one over the other? This question dominates the media. 

Survival of the hostages in captivity is of major concern. Their release is a priority. 

https://www.thejc.com/news/israel/cages-beatings-and-death-threats-freed-hostages-tell-their-story-v811u2cu https://www.barrons.com/news/freed-israeli-women-hostages-tell-of-abuse-in-hamas-captivity-9233146e

Protests petitioning for a deal facilitating the release of the hostages, above all other considerations, have been increasing in scope and intensity. 

https://www.washingtonpost.com/world/2024/01/24/israel-hostages-gaza-hamas-families/

What are Israel's options?

Finish them:-

Remove Hamas from Gaza + prolonged fighting = more Israeli soldier casualties + Israeli hostages abused and kept as human shields + hostages exposed to Israeli attacks on Hamas.

 

Bring them home:- 

Hostages released + Hamas convicted terrorists released + cease fire (during which Hamas can regroup + prepare for future battles with Israeli soldiers + prepare for future terrorist acts + remain rulers of Gaza).

These are not the only possible combinations, but whichever way you cut it, I don't envy the decision makers. As chief decision maker, much flak is directed at Prime Minister Netanyahu. Many believe he is driven by his own fight for political survival rather than the best for the country. 

https://foreignpolicy.com/2023/11/27/netanyahu-hold-power-hamas-gaza-likud-israel/

Former telecommunications minister, Yoaz Hendel, suggested a delicate solution: Bibi should recognise that his post-war political career is over. On that basis, personal considerations should not affect his strategising in this conflict.

I think we can all agree that there is fat-chance of that happening.

 

The Pawns at Play

Every day, our boys walk into a stranger's apartment knowing that from behind the fridge, or the sofa, or the toilet door, or from a tunnel opening in one of the kids’ bedrooms, an unseen face might be pointing a Kalashnikov rifle in their direction. It’s just like being in a video game.

 

Imagine it. 

 

Sharp banging noises ring out, and flashes of light bounce across the room. Holes suddenly appear in the walls where the bullets have found a target. Our soldiers - accountants and rabbis and computer programmers and shopkeepers and farmers and bus drivers and... and... and.... - shoot back in the direction of the flashes. In an instant, they must keep tabs on their assailants’ positions, on keeping out of the line of fire (where such is even possible), and on covering their platoon mates who are doing the same. It all happens so quickly. 

 

Each one starts yelling now, over and above the gunfire, to his compatriots, a multitude of voices shouting, making the noise in the house unbearable:

“There’s five of them!”

“Back room!”

“Stay back, get in the corner, down! Down!”

One of the young men falls to the ground and convulses. “I’m hit!”

“Medic!”, calls the soldier still standing. He continues shooting in the direction of the gunfire and only hesitates momentarily when a figure bursts through the door. It’s another member of his unit, clearing the rooms.

A helmeted figure, huddled over, comes into view, opening a sterile bandage with his teeth. Apparently the medic, he cowers over the soldier who was hit.

“Get him out of here, get him out!”, shouts our main character at the medic, his rifle butt taking up much of the image being filmed by his go-pro as he shoots his rifle at the bedroom wall. A figure in black slumps down from behind the wall.

“Another terrorist down!”

 

I wish I had made that up. 
 
I didn’t.

It was real go-pro footage broadcast on TV last night. In an interview on the same program, a former government minister, himself now serving in uniform, clarified, “It’s not like that everyday. There is a lot of sitting around with the unit and drinking coffee”. Fair enough, I thought. But once in a lifetime is enough for me. And I wouldn't want anyone I know to be in that position.

EVER.

 

Videos such as these are also available on youtube. After some deliberation I have decided not to share these links.


Casualties and the Israeli Psyche

Yesterday, twenty-one soldiers were killed by buildings that were toppled by a Hamas fired rocket propelled grenade.

https://apnews.com/article/israel-hamas-war-news-01-23-2024-6f6e893b6dfa05ddf5a81ecb67b72d05

The victims were from a unit of reservists, most in their 30s and married with kids. Many more were injured but were extricated from the debris with herculean effort. They came from all sectors of Israeli society, including a Bedouin, as well as young men whose families had immigrated from Colombia, Peru, the Philippines, and more.

One of the casualties, 35-year-old Elkana Vizel, left a note for his wife and 4 children. His wife read it at his funeral. It went viral:

“If you are reading these words, apparently something has happened to me. If I’ve been kidnapped, I demand that no deal be done to release any terrorist in order to free me. Our absolute victory is more important than anything...Maybe I fell in battle. When a soldier falls in battle it is sad. But I ask you to be happy. Don’t be sad when you say goodbye to me. Touch hearts, hold each other’s hands and strengthen one another. We have so much to be proud and happy for. We are writing the most significant moments in the history of our nation and of the entire world. So please, be happy, be optimistic, continue to choose life all the time. Spread love, light and optimism.”

https://www.timesofisrael.com/wide-swath-of-society-the-stories-of-some-of-the-21-troops-killed-in-gaza-blast/

 

The country went into unofficial morning for the dead. 

A rule of radio broadcast is never to be silent when you are on the air. Yesterday, uncomfortable silences punctuated the usual radio discussions about current events. Sometimes the program hosts didn’t know how to describe their depth of feeling. At other times they simply ran out of things to say. It was as if a thick pall had descended on the country.

The news reports here almost never dwell on the injured.
This is despite the fact that the hospitals have been busy. Thousands of our boys have been injured. 
I did catch one radio interview with an injured soldier. Like him, a number of his mates were now amputees. This fellow had been preparing to climb Mt Fuji in Japan when the war broke out and he knew - thought - that the trip could wait. He returned home to join his unit. Now this.
 
We shall overcome, he told the radio host with a smile. He had undergone intense physiotherapy and was looking forward to being fitted with a prostethic leg. "I will climb Mt Fuji and see Japan the way it should be seen."

 

Sweet and Sour

I recently attended a wedding. It had been scheduled for November but was postponed due to the ‘situation’, a word that is used all too often to describe the vicissitudes of life here. The young groom, still at university, had been serving in Gaza and was released in time to get married. Just in time, it turned out, to also attend the funeral, the afternoon before his wedding, of a good friend killed in the fighting.

The wedding was almost unbearably moving. Just like sweet and sour sauce heightens the senses, so, too, the joy of this celebration, mixed with the circumstances, touched everyone present.

The couple was dashing. The food was exquisite. The spirit exuded during the singing and dancing of the many friends there (who included brothers-in-arms of the groom) was simply wonderful, and distracted from the heavy rainstorm that battered the building from the outside.


All for One and One for All

I joined the crowd from the lobby to the chuppa, and bumped into a female friend I had not seen for years. We brought each other up to date on our lives. Her husband, in his 50s and a first responder (ie: on security detail) in the town where they live, is now in the army. He is not alone in uniform; so are a couple of their 5 children. We discussed our heavy feelings about the ‘situation’. Every Israeli, soldier, hostage or civilian, feels like our own.

Black rifles non-nonchalantly dotted the crowd. Another friend of mine, way past military age, had an M16 slung over his shoulder.

“What’s that for?” I asked. He laughed.

“Oh, my boys are in service. The older one went to dance, so I’m holding it for him.”

As the guests assembled for the ceremony, bowls were passed around with slips of paper. Each contained the name of a hostage held by Hamas, of a soldier who had died in the fighting, or of a soldier who had been injured. Everyone was asked to engage with the holiness of the occasion and pray for the soul and well-being on the names we held in our hands.


It was then we were told that the groom’s closest friend from childhood, his bosom buddy, had been an early casualty of the war, and that friend’s father was invited to bless the couple under the chuppa

The respect paid by the couple to the groom’s departed friend, and the bittersweet moment in which the friend’s father blessed the couple, knowing he could never do this for his own son, caused numerous silent tears in the hall.

 

Always in Our Hearts

When the ceremony ended, everyone moved on to the dining area as the band started up. I found my designated seating place and reviewed the salads. Beyond the table, a group of young boys had replaced their white collared shirts for black T-shirts with a face and name printed on them. It was the face of the groom’s bosom-buddy. “Always in our hearts” read the words above the picture.

 


It was, indeed, a joyous occasion, and the dancing went into the wee hours. Life is what we fight for and what we must enjoy to the fullest each and every day. I am indebted to the young couple for having included me in their personal, and very special, experience.

 

Postscript

I am writing these lines in the cafe of Jerusalem’s swanky Orient Hotel. Like most hotels, it is currently accommodating some of the few hundred thousand Israeli citizens evacuated from their homes in Israel’s north and south.


The normally demure atmosphere of the hotel has been transformed. Guests, who would rather be in their homes, which now stand quiet except for the periodic sound of Hamas and Hizbollah missiles, are either slumped in armchairs staring at their phones, or chasing squealing kids between the tables. In the cafe, parents pull plastic bags of cookies and cut fruit out of their bags. The staff don’t stop them. On the contrary, I am impressed with their sensitivity towards the guests.

 

Perhaps I will describe their plight another time.

 

Everyday life in Israel; that’s the view from here.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Wednesday, January 17, 2024

100 Days - The View From Here



Milestone

More than 3 months have passed. An ignominious milestone.

 

Last weekend marked 100 days since ‘Black Saturday’, the day of the massacre perpetrated by Hamas. Many Israelis were kidnapped to Gaza.

 

Approximately 136 Israelis remain in captivity.

We know, from the accounts of those released, that they are underfed and abused. Some have been beaten, and some sexually violated.

https://edition.cnn.com/2023/12/01/middleeast/israeli-hostages-released-accounts-hamas-intl-hnk/index.html

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/world/hostages-held-hamas-describe-life-was-captivity-rcna126781

Are they all still alive?

 

Public pressure has been increasing for the Israeli government to be more proactive in arranging their release.

Vigils have been regularly held.

https://www.theguardian.com/world/2023/nov/07/we-cannot-forget-families-hold-vigils-for-israeli-hostages-held-in-gaza



Hostage Release - A Hot Topic

Freeing the hostages is a stated priority of Israel’s military aims in Gaza.

 

Cracks are growing in the government, which only raises the public’s distrust of the motives driving government decisions and actions. Some say Hamas will only release hostages under military pressure. 

Others believe this this will take too long; the hostages' prospects of survival in current their conditions worsen with time, and they are exposed to harm by Israeli operations. 


As I understand it, this boils down to two difficult options:

  1. Continue the military campaign.
    This will increase pressure on Hamas and may incentivize them, when up against a wall, to release the hostages.
    This allows us not lose momentum in the fighting. However, it may take some time, which is of the essence for those holding on to life in a tunnel somewhere.
    Remember, too, that Hamas still holds hostages they took more than 5 years ago, holding them as a negotiation card. They don't appear to be in a rush to give them up.

  2. Try to arrange for the hostages' release.
    Hamas has offered to come to an agreement in exchange for a permanent ceasefire - that they in any case are unlikely to respect. Even a temporary ceasefire for such purpose, however, will allow Hamas to regroup, risking the lives of our soldiers in future battles.
    This also assumes that such an agreement can even be brokered.


Leveraging this soft spot in public sensibilities, and hoping to pressure Israel into a ceasefire, Hamas released a video of live hostages, and a day later sent photos of their bodies, claiming they had been killed in Israeli strikes

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/hamas-says-two-israeli-hostages-are-dead-as-idf-calls-videos-psychological-torture-of-captives-families/ar-AA1n1yBp



Protests

The welfare of the hostages has become supreme in the Israeli public conscience.

Signs of “Bring Them Home” are everywhere. 


As I write these lines, sitting in Israel’s new National Library building, a protest is taking place across the road at the Knesset, with trumpets blaring and shouts of ‘Bring Them Home’.

At the library’s entrance, seats have been placed for each of the hostages, with a book suitable for that individual.









Similar efforts have been popping up all over the country.


Kidnapped Square

Last weekend’s milestone - 100 days since the hostages were abducted - has been well-publicized.


A 24 hour protest and vigil was held at Kidnapped Square in Tel Aviv.

https://www.devdiscourse.com/article/international/2776173-tel-aviv-24-hour-mass-rally-demands-release-of-hostages-held-in-gaza-for-100-days

 

This is a focal point for protest activities, near the Tel Aviv Museum entrance. Last week I went to see it for myself.

 

At the entrance one is greeted by a large screen, counting the days during which the abductees have been held. Watching the seconds tick by is itself a powerful reminder of the urgency in arranging their release.



Numerous artistic installations express the difficult absence of the hostages. A sculpted sign in stark yellow states ‘YOU ARE NOT ALONE’. This could be a symbolic message to the hostages not to give up hope, or it could equally be a message of solidarity for family members at home who feel that the full weight of their pain is solely on their shoulders.



A large dining table has been set with a place for each of the hostages. This helps one to visualise the number of captives that are missing. Tellingly, it includes teddy bears and children’s drinking bottles.




A chess board with pieces representing the hostages, as well as other displays, including giant dog-tags,

all highlight a feeling of absence and longing.









 



Visitors are invited to record their feelings and messages of hope on notes that are displayed together. 





There is a ‘yellow brick road’ paved with notes of angst.




A tent has been set up by members of the Nachal Oz Kibbutz, which suffered heavy losses, of both people and property, during the massacre. Here, past and present members of the Kibbutz discuss with passers-by life in their kibbutz and the current situation.





Protestors decry the Red Cross. Charged with ensuring the safety and welfare of hostages and prisoners of war around the world, they have been woefully - many would say wilfully - absent from our story. They dance to the tune of Hamas, making no visible effort to overcome Hamas refusals to grant them access to the hostages they hold.




Seeing my camera, a woman named Ilania Arbet grabbed my arm. Her contribution to the war effort, she explained, is through a poem she had written to the leadership of Hamas. She asked that I film her and publicise the poem.



To hear the poem: 

https://youtu.be/G5zpOamwOdc

 

I came across bloodied legs protruding from a tent marked NOVA.





NOVA was a 24-hour music festival held in the desert celebrating peace and love. Around 3500 people attended, of which 364 were massacred, including while being raped or hiding. Many more were injured.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Re%27im_music_festival_massacre



The NOVA Exhibit

What occurred at the festival is the subject of a phenomenal temporary display that was held at the Tel Aviv Expo.

I managed to see the display before it was closed and prepared for exhibit abroad.

 

The festival site was recreated using installations and debris from the original site. It was just as it would have been found after the attack, but without the bodies of the victims. The terror in such a beautiful setting was palpable to everyone.

 

Our guide was a survivor of the massacre. He explained that he was still in therapy and suffering trauma, so we should bear with him and understand if he is unable to answer some of our questions.

 

We started at the recreated camping area, where broken tents and personal belongings were strewn among the trees.

 




Portable toilets - the originals from the festival - were on display. Bullet holes clearly show where the attackers sprayed their bullets hoping to end the life of anyone inside.






The drinks bar, with the debris of bottles and refrigerators, had been brought and reinstalled at the exhibit. I looked at the fridges, small boxes, into which a small person could fit, and indeed where some hid, before being later shot in their hiding spot at point blank range.

 

And skeletons of cars. These were some of the numerous cars that were scattered on the road leading from the festival site. With the road blocked by terrorists spraying bullets, fleeing festivalgoers were stuck in a traffic jam. Those who were not shot dead were burnt in their vehicles as Hamas ‘fighters’ lit flames and pushed them into the vehicles’ gas tanks.

 


An enormous scrolling video screen presents the faces of those taken hostage
One watches, appalled, as a seemingly unending display of faces moves past your eyes



Another display commemorates the brave policemen and policewomen killed while coming to the rescue of the revelers.

 


Artworks dedicated to the victims and serving as expressions for survivors bring a whole extra dimension to the exhibit.


They say what tangible items cannot.




And then, there is what our guide described as the ‘Holocaust tables’ due to the piles of shoes placed on them.





Personal items collected from the site were carefully put on display in the hope that they might be claimed by their original owners who fled for their lives. 


Those who survived, that is.


Clothing, footwear, sleeping gear. electronics, toiletries: this list goes on and on.

Some survivors don’t want their gear back because it is too traumatic for them. Some victims' families also don’t want any connection with the event, while others are desperate to have these items in their possession.


A pair of Blundstone Boots was on display. Our guide explained that they were different sizes and not actually a pair. One visitor informed them that they were a left and a right shoe belonging to two best friends, neither of whom survived. The exhibitors decided to pay homage to the friends by keeping their shoes together as a pair

 

A short ringtone sounded and our guide looked at his phone.

"I'll just mention that a missile alert has been sounded for the Rehovot area. We are fine, but for the sake of anyone who wishes, we will continue in the shelter room. This way, please."

While some walked in the indicated direction, a series of loud explosions could be heard, and the hall shook ever so slightly.  


The guide looked back at his phone. "Those booms were from the Iron Dome system. We're fine. Please take a few minutes to wander among the exhibits."

 

Everyone left the hall in a somber mood.


I didn't listen to the news on the drive home to Jerusalem. I was drained and didn't have the emotional capacity to listen to the BBC, with its gross blindness to the suffering of Israelis, or to Israel radio, which releases announcements of the young men killed battling Hamas, leaving more orphans and widows and grieving families. 


If the exhibit comes to your area, I highly recommend you visit.


Thursday, January 11, 2024

A letter from the Mayor


Today I received a letter from the Mayor of Jerusalem

In addition to encouraging a sense of togetherness, it obviously includes some backslapping for the council. The letter came in the same envelope as my city tax bill, so I guess that explains it. 

Nonetheless, I think it gives some insight into what's been going on in Jerusalem these last few months. 

Attached is my translation of the letter into English.


(The Hebrew original is attached; double-click to enlarge it).


 

Jerusalem

Mayor’s Office

 

 

Dear residents of Jerusalem,

 

The people and the country of Israel are undergoing difficult times, and that includes us Jerusalemites. But these difficulties are also a reason for optimism and hope.

 

During this period, the residents of Jerusalem have displayed maturity, responsibility, an enormous heart and a spirit of volunteerism like no other. We always knew that Jerusalem was a city of lions*, and now the whole world knows it!


*[The lion is the symbol of Jerusalem/Judea, and represents pride, strength, courage, and royalty. AM].

 

In Jerusalem, centres for assisting the war effort have been as productive as a whole country, taking care of soldiers, evacuees, families of soldiers in reserve duty and many others. These centres have popped up in every corner of the City, and are all run with love by volunteers.

 

Jerusalemites have, in a very real sense, given their blood in the donation centre set up together with the MDA. Since the first day of the war, the dedicated workers of the Jerusalem municipality have been at the front line of such activities and have been working unceasingly, around the clock.

 

The Municipality opened all its bomb shelters on the first day of the war, and by the morning, patrols had gone out safeguarding all the neighbourhoods on the seam.

 

The Municipality established a set of first responder units, comprising volunteers and armed citizens, to strengthen the sense of security in the city.

 

Our schools have returned to regular schedules and we are trying to live life as normally as possible, taking into account the national emergency.

 

Our city hosts more than 20,000 people who have come from both the south and the north and, in the true spirit of hospitality, we have been arranging to provide them with things they are lacking.

 

The City and its residents have paid an unbearably difficult price in this conflict. I have comforted the bereaved families and have done everything in my power to give them strength.

 

Together with you, I expect and pray for the return of all the kidnapped hostages, and for the return home and safety of the soldiers of the IDF and the security forces.

 

Wherever you’re from in the City and in Jerusalem society we are strong and our city is strong. Together we will get through this war and come out of it stronger and even more united.

 

God willing, together we will win.

 

Sincerely,

Moshe Lion